Tuesday, April 19, 2011

A Week and Some Change

Today is April 19th. That leaves 11 days until the big day.

Yesterday I bought my cap and gown, which was odd. I tried it on when I got home and marched around the room to pomp and circumstance. I guess I march to the beat of my own drum ( badum-chhh)

Any way some interesting things have happened since I last updated. I failed a research paper. Yes, I FAILED a research paper that I worked on for 3 weeks. I'd understand if I wrote it the night before, but no, I put a lot of effort into the paper. I like writing and have always been good at it so this 50% came as a surprise. I went to the teacher's office to talk about my grade (mostly to see if there was a mistake). There was no mistake, she hated my paper. As she tore me apart, I may have cried. That's right. I cried in a Professor's office...A teacher who didn't know my name before I entered her office. It was embarrassing to say the least.

I'm over that now (OK, I still think about it sometimes and cringe). As for my career- I received an e-mail
address for a director. I will be following up on that as soon as I finish this entry. I also found out that a Jason Segel Emily Blunt movie is coming to Michigan to be made. I would love to get a part in that, heck I'd love to be an extra. I'm going to call my agent and see if there are any parts that I could fit. Yippee.

 This weekend is the Chicago trip with my girlfriends and I can't wait. After that, one week of finals and I'm outta here.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Farwell Tour 2011

Today I begin my farwell tour.

It's 1:46 am and I am too sad to sleep. Everytime I close my eyes I think of the goodbyes that will be happening soon. It really breaks my heart to acknowledge what is coming up.

Today, I say my first goobye. My dear friend is leaving for Germany followed by Italy and it will be about a year until I see him again. Today I called him just because I won't be able to do so in a couple of days. This upsets me for a variety of reasons. Despite missing my friend, this means that the end is really here. I used to judge his departure as something in the far away future. Now April is here and it is being bossy. I feel like everything is in shambles AND I don't know how to say goodbye.

 Not goodbye , but farwell. I should google that. All I know is that I'm going to be a hot mess tomorrow. Dylan- Thank you for putting up with my theatre jibber jabber and seeing so many plays with me. And thanks for setting me up with my best friends. I'll miss you. See you in a year.
(The Core Four + Moore)